I don’t always know

i don’t allways know what kind of man you want – i am just me.
why can’t i be sweet and be strong too?
sure, i wanna cover our bed in rose petals but i wanna shove your face into them as i fuck you roughly from behind.
sure, i wanna write you poetry but i wanna hear you read it as i eat you out.
i wanna wash your hair and back and light candles for your bath but i wanna spank your ass until its raw after.
i wanna die for you ok? but i wanna kill for you too.
i wanna take you for long walks in the countryside, then tie you to a tree and fuck you like a wild animal.
i wanna write you a love song and sing it as i come into your mouth, pinning you to the bed by your hair.
i want you to see me cry but i want you to see me fight just as much.
i wanna make things for you but i wanna break things too.
i don’t allways know what kind of man you want – i am just me.

33 responses

  1. it great to see the passion you felt for her. i’m sorry she didn’t feel the same. it was her loss, but also the loss of those that come after her i fear…we rarely feel that depth for more than one. she was lucky to have felt that from you…too bad she didn’t know what she had

    13.06.07 at 15.08

  2. I gotta say your entry made me kinda hot. You’re exactly the kind of man that I want!! Both sides. Sweet and savage. I think I need some alone time now. 🙂

    12.04.10 at 15.35

    • Wow, Renee, what can I say? What a wonderful reaction. Exactly what I was hoping for. Thank you.

      12.04.10 at 16.38

      • THANK YOU! Giggle.

        12.04.10 at 17.58

        • my! what a naughty giggle you have.

          12.04.10 at 18.00

          • Oh honey if you only knew. My husband tells me I should be a phone sex operator.

            12.04.10 at 18.45

  3. …..I wanted to pick out my favorite of the “things” you like to do but I find its too difficult…cuz all those things make me wanna come too! *Whew*Great work

    12.03.22 at 20.40

    • thanks beautiful – i hope i get to do them all

      12.03.22 at 21.39

      • Mmm….I hope you do. Candles tend to drip wax….thought it’d be pretty hot with the spanks or*ahem*….smacks

        12.03.23 at 05.17

  4. gypsy116

    love 🙂

    12.03.22 at 00.07

    • thank you – you too

      12.03.22 at 21.59

  5. The ying and the yang… two sides of the same coin.
    This one’s me all over.

    12.03.20 at 13.10

  6. TheOthers1

    Oh! I want both. I think we need both. The hard and the soft, the gentle and the rough; we need both. You are both and who you love should (will) appreciate both. Both are incredibly sexy and totally necessary.

    I loved reading this.

    12.03.20 at 12.42

    • and i loved having you read it

      12.03.20 at 12.46

  7. *hugs* She’ll come around. Don’t fret.

    12.03.20 at 12.29

  8. Absolutely beautiful Kyle.

    12.03.20 at 11.30

    • thanks – i wish someone else would see it like that

      12.03.20 at 11.32

  9. Wow, your honesty is so raw and powerful.

    12.03.20 at 10.28

    • it means a lot to hear that right now, thank you

      12.03.20 at 10.36

  10. Kyle, just keep being you. I think you are perfect.

    12.03.20 at 10.21

    • i can’t be anyone else – good to know someone feels that way though right now, very good

      12.03.20 at 10.33

  11. You definitely know everything you need to know !

    12.03.20 at 06.32

    • that’s sweet, i just wish someone else would feel the way you do

      12.03.20 at 10.26

      • I’m sure there are!

        12.03.20 at 12.02

        • yeah, there are. just not the one i want

          12.03.20 at 12.04

          • Wait -if you had what you want, you’d probably write dull things like
            “Great Day, Gotta go have Great Sex, Great Good Bye” and what good would that do?! Who wants that?! ( she said sarcastically) haha

            12.03.20 at 12.09

  12. skylah1053

    More people want all of that than they are willing to admit.

    12.03.20 at 03.54

    • that’s good to know – thank you

      12.03.20 at 12.04

  13. Gillian Colbert

    Dammit, Kyle … I just got OUT of the shower, now you’re sending me back again!

    On the real, I enjoyed this tremendously … it made me think of a warrior poet.

    12.03.20 at 03.39

    • that’s sweet – thanks

      12.03.20 at 12.05

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